3. Did you ever win or lose in a contest

Recently I just entered a contest here at Asia Pacific College called the “APC Idol” which is kinda like the school’s version of “American Idol”. This was my second time auditioning in a contest while my first time was last year  wherein I auditioned at my high school. My first contest that I audition was the “PCS got talent” which kinda like my high school’s version of “Pilipinas Got Talent”. The reason I joined that audition is because I like to sing a lot and this is how it goes.

Before the day of the audition I was very excited to audition because like what I said “I like to sing”, so in order not to humiliate myself in front of many people I practiced every day before the day of the audition comes. The day of the audition has come. I arrived at my school full of confidence without carrying any doubt of myself until I went to the stage and all of the nervousness came up and rushed through out my body. I set that aside because I don’t want to get embarrassed and get laughed out in front of all the people watching at me. I performed with full of ease without carrying any doubt and putting all my emotions to that song. People was amazed by my performance and it made me feel pleased because I was scared that people may dislike my performance as it turn out to be the opposite. People liked my performance but unfortunately the results came out the other day. I wasn’t able to pass the auditions. The moment I realized that I didn’t make it to the finals I was really pissed and my reaction was kind of like this “ WTF?! I’m better than those guys who rap?!?!” after that I just accepted it. I guess it wasn’t my time this is pretty much it. Do I consider myself as a loser? I guess so but that doesn’t stop from becoming a winner someday.